Why

I had the dream again.
I'm alone, and that vile smell is overwhelming me.
As I walk, I notice something.
The tree's are growing instantly from the ground.
Closer and closer to me.
They surround me, and I can feel the affects my claustrophobia as if it were real.
My heart is racing as the darkness clouds my vision.

He touches me, and I wake up.. my body shaking, and my left shoulder red, as if pressure were applied.

Again.

Again- The dreams return.
The past 2 days, I had thought I had escaped them.
Away from the torturous thoughts.
Away from .. him.

I see him everywhere.
In the day.
In the night.
Nowhere is safe.

I'm considering facing my fears.
Following it to where ever it wants to take me.
Maybe it's trying to help me escape from this dormant life.

willFiObeLsetLfreeOfromWthisHnightmareI?M?

Another Day

i'm not safe here.
i'm not safe anywhere.

he knows who i am.

i can't sleep for I fear death.


look closely.

Unsettling

Somebody's watching me.
Why me?
Is this all a game to them?
Are these dreams caused by him?

No. How?
What am I seeing?
Is it what he wants me to see?

The dense air.
The cold night.

What does this mean?

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"t3blbibtzq" isn't to be trusted.
His emails; They're..odd..
He's loving this.
He see's what I write.
He knows.
'Slender Man'

A fabrication feeling so real.
How could this be.
He isn't real.
But why do I feel it , as if he is.

An Email

"t3blbibtzq"
Is he trying to help me?
Does he understand?

It's in a weird.. distorted text.
What could it mean.

Dream

It didn't feel like a dream..
To me it was like another reality..
Can you understand what it means?
Me and only me can see what I can see.
Explain to me why it's me.
Only you can help me.
Soon it will all be over.



These numbers-
I can't get them out of my head.
Slow insanity.
You love this don't you..?
No.
Get out.
Antagonized.
Resentful..

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For alL I know, Paranoia could be seTting in. HE see's what I do, but only in ThE night. eXempT me from this torture.

Is what you're seeing really reality?
Is it just a view through a tinted window?

Welcome

Welcome, to those whom of which have interest in others lives.
I'll be using this as a somewhat digital journal of my days.
I'm not the most interesting of people, and do not hope to entertain you through this. If you still want to stick around to hear me blogging about my days, then so be it.

I'm off to bed, or at least I'm going to try.