Why

I had the dream again.
I'm alone, and that vile smell is overwhelming me.
As I walk, I notice something.
The tree's are growing instantly from the ground.
Closer and closer to me.
They surround me, and I can feel the affects my claustrophobia as if it were real.
My heart is racing as the darkness clouds my vision.

He touches me, and I wake up.. my body shaking, and my left shoulder red, as if pressure were applied.

Again.

Again- The dreams return.
The past 2 days, I had thought I had escaped them.
Away from the torturous thoughts.
Away from .. him.

I see him everywhere.
In the day.
In the night.
Nowhere is safe.

I'm considering facing my fears.
Following it to where ever it wants to take me.
Maybe it's trying to help me escape from this dormant life.

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